False Alarm

My period came Monday night. That means I'm not preggers. I don't know why the pregnancy result came up positive. Maybe the baby died due to all the negativity and me not wanting it. Hubby wasn't too happy. But I told him that it's better this way, since I was down with fever and flu which must not be good for the baby anyway. I did also tell him that we could always try again after we have settled into our new house.
Still no news on the Ipad yet. But if you are reading this, yes You, who stole my Ipad, here's cursing you and all your descendants never ever having enough food to eat, money to spend, losing all your valuables and rotting in hell for eternity!!!

The day I lost my Ipad2

Flew down to KL last Thursday for a meeting with my boss. The following day, husband and I followed our friends to KL (again) to shop for furniture at Ikea. And that was where I lost my Ipad. I had no idea where I left it. As soon as I realised I lost it, we headed to the Lost & Found counter to report the stolen item. Filled up a form and was told that they would call me if anyone returned it. Of course no one did. To make matters worse, I was down with fever and cough since the day before. It was a horrible weekend for me. The ipad was barely 3 months old.
On another note, my period was also late and I bought a OTC pregnancy test kit. It confirmed my suspicions. I should be feeling happy but I'm not. With a baby to care for and the house just started renovation works I'm not excited at all. I did not even tell mom. The first thought that came to my mind was how am I going to handle 2 babies? Will I be able to spend quality time with Josiah when the second baby arrives? Will Josiah be excited with the arrival of a baby brother/sister or will he be jealous? How do I give both babies my undivided attention? Will we be able to take on the extra costs of having baby number 2? Will I be able to get back to my pre-pregnancy weight since I've still got the extra kilos from the first pregnancy? Will I be able to pack and move things into the new house? Will I be able to quit work now? Right now I can only pray to God for strength and wisdom.

My cheeky 1 year old boy with his 2 little teeth :)

Selamat Hari Raya & Merdeka Day

Today is the second day of Hari Raya and National day. In conjunction with the festive season, 29 aug to 1 sept was declared a public holiday. Josiah had a fall last Saturday and ended up with a bruie at his cheek just below his left eye. He was sitting (that's right, he can't ride the bike yet) on his bike and I think he was trying to reach for his toys which are in the front basket but couldn't so he ended up falling on his left side together with the bike. I was in the kitchen preparing dinner while daddy was suppose to watch him. Daddy must have gone to the room for a while when the accident happened. He was crying so much I think he must be in pain. It wasn't till about 15 minutes later that I realized his cheek was bruised. I quickly grabbed an Avent ice pack from the freezer and put it on the bruise. He didn't seem to mind and I played with him by counting to 10 then releasing the ice pack to distract him. The bruise eventually healed and by today it is hardly noticeable. I foresee more falls and knocks to come. But that is part of growing up. He still wants to sit in his bike though, and all's well again I suppose. Anyhow, a big thank you to uncle Phee & aunty JO for giving me my first bike!